I used to fear for the change in humans in the future, the change towards evil for men.. And because I am both, there is enough reasons that I could change suddenly.. Thats why I fear myself being in NS.. I worry I changed for the worst.. But someone woke me up by saying having principles in life.. Gosh, its been like ancient since I have principles in life and acted towards it.. But yap, I am gonna give another shot in this.. Soo I wont make another mistake in my life again.. I wont learn smoking, gambling, tattooing, dying of hair, visit indecent places, swearing, and try my best not to drink alcohol :X..

Suddenly I am not soo fearful of myself in the future.. Maybe its because I believe in myself and know that I can do it and I am not like the other humans.. hahas.. But if I somehow broke my principles, could you scold me, whack me and wake me up?? And show me back to my path of righteousness?? Hahas..

I am starting to accept my new life of being in NS for 2 years.. After endless encouragement and moral support, I guess it is not that bad after all.. 2 years is nothing compare to the 20 years that I am gone through since birth.. hahas.. Singapore!! I owe you my 2 years due to the good country that I am born in.. hahas.. But that still does not mean that I like NS!! or agree that everyone shld go NS.. Just looking it at a positive way since I have no choice but to enter.. hahas..

Till then, Hope you guys get into ur Unis and study hard.. For those working, work hard.. And everyone play hard.. Dont change too much.. At least for the worst.. Change for the better is good la.. hahas.. Cya!~