Sunday, June 6, 2010
My internet is down, but lucky I am in my friend house.. hehe.. :P..
Rules.. I hate them.. Hate to follow it.. Why are there rules in the first place?? If everyone were discipline enough, there is no need to have rules.. Because in the end, there is no fix rules.. You cannot be possibly following rule like a military guy with no heart.. But, if there isn't any rules, we will be not know whats the correct way, or wrong way of things.. We will be clueless if we are allowed to do things or not..
Sometimes being controlled and not having a choice to do anything seems soo irritating.. But when we are giving the choice to choose what we wanna study in life?? where we wanna stay?? Work what?? Who your gf/bf is gonna be?? Etc.. Some of us are just lost.. Afraid that if we make the wrong choice, that's it.. Not entirely over.. But the time and effort you spend on your decision is wasted.. Though Zac told me its not the result.. But the process and the learning of it.. I cannot seem to accept his answer though.. :X..
Short term happiness.. A moment of angriness, A moment of sadness, A moment of jealousy, A moment of rush, A moment of love.. A short moment of happiness we get.. But it may cause a long term agony, a mistake once you really think about it.. I am blinded by the short happiness in life.. Which is my weak point.. No, I got to calm down and think properly.. And not let emotions get in the way..
I cannot stay still for more than 3 seconds.. I just realised that.. In my life.. I always got to move around.. During my primary school days.. I guess thats why I never really like to be committed to things.. I never commit to a CCA, to a Full time job, to a relationship, to a hobby, to Church, to anything.. Just plain thinking of it makes me feel like not doing anything..
Lazy~

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