Thursday, May 27, 2010
One time Experience
It was a one time experience to be a gold medallist. It was a one time experience to deliver a speech.. It was a one time experience to be treated like a star and not a lowly crew.. It ws a one time experience that I get to eat special food from the rest (I dint eat).. It was a one time experience that almost all the lecturers, high rank ppl congratulate me and asked me about my future.. And it was a one time experience that I get to take soo many formal pics with others.. :).. Once is enough.. :D
Though I screwed up taking my prize and some parts of my speech.. But I guess it was some fear that I conquered within myself.. hahas.. And I guess it is not soo unlucky compared to other events happening outside, like reading a person name wrongly which sounds like a vulgar. hahas.. XD
I guess this is the one time that I make you proud of me in my entire life.. I know you are always comparing me with others, and wanting me to excel more though I have done not bad.. But at least I really worked hard and made you proud today.. :).. I know you want me to further my studies without worrying about the money issue.. But I just cnt help worrying abt it.. I hate the feeling of being in debt and living your life trying to clear the debts off.. Soo I will find my way out of this.. Dont wry.. :)
Crap!~.. Here goes nothing..
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