Saturday, May 22, 2010
195 Countries in this World
This world is made out of 195 countries.. Wow.. I dint know that.. I wonder if any of those countries have the kind of country that i wanna live in..
(1) Nice scenery
(2) Town area
(3) Affordable housing
(4) Neighbours are friendly
(5) Low/No Crime rate
(6) No competitive in anything
(7) A limit of number of hours you can spend working in a day
(8) Low Tax.. :X
(9) Affordable cars
(10) Many cheap and good food XD
Its like an heaven place and you wont have complains living, working at that country.. No fake kind of people, no cunning kind of people..
At least I believe that there is 1.. just 1 place for me to live in..
Promises.. Such easy thing to say I promise but a very difficult thing to hold on to.. You see, if you give me a reasonable day to end my promise, you help ease my life.. But if you tell me its a lifetime thing.. its gonna be kinda difficult for me to hold on.. sometimes, the fire in you die.. Sometimes the motivation you have fade off.. sometimes, you got tempted into somethings that you forget your promise you hold..
Imagine I still have until age 30+ that i can pay off my debts of having a car, a house to live in, that I feel I have soo much more years to hold on.. Sometimes I wonder if I can hold on for soo long..
What is the definition of "give up".. Stop something completely.. I remember a saying "Its ok to continue walking slowly, but do not give up" or something of this kind.. Sometimes, I think that i have given up in life, but in reality, I think giving up is when you are dead.. therefore I think this is my moment of walking really slowly.. Resting in progress..
I also dont know why am I soo tired.. But I just feel soo tired.. Tired of waking up, tired of opening my mouth, tired of moving around, tired of using computer at times.. I just wanna sleep.. Sleep for very long..
Once you lie, lie it all the way..

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