OMG!! Life is like a zombie this few weeks.. Is like back to the times of my attachment period.. Work, Surf net, Sleep ar ethe 3 major things I do every single day.. And its no different from now.. And I got kinda sian of it.. -.-''' Soo everything is becoming kinda boring again to me.. Yap, hooray for boringness.. -.-'''..

I wonder why do I always play with "fire", knowing that it will burn me eventually.. Trying to give excuses to tell myself, I wont get hurt, I know my limit, I know how to handle the fire, but when it actually burn ur hand, you go Darn, I should not start to play with fire in the first place.. -.-'''.. But even when I stop playing for a week or 2, there will be something, who may tempt me eventually, and there I go, playing with fire again. -.-'''

May is coming.. :).. Faster come!! its like working for ages, and you see ur bank account money keep depleting.. :(..

Oo crap, 1st May is a very risky day for me.. I just have to really depend on luck to get it over with smoothly, I dont wanna disappoint anyone, but even if I do, I try to minimise those disppointments there are.. Soo.. Lady Luck, shine your lucky charm on me on 1st May.. :X.