Happy Bday Stephy, hope you like the presents and the decoration.. I know you will remember me always because of my picture.. Priceless leh. Dont throw!! Wahhaas.. XD.. Short and sweet I would say abt this outing today.. Yap, I was happy indeed, after all the sudden change of plans in the morning due to my colleagues and family.. GOSH!! Things are not going according to plan in the morning, thank God it did in the evening.. :)..

Yosh!! Its been 3 weeks since I last drank!! I accomplished my mission.. :).. It takes 3 weeks to form a habit.. And I hope it will continue to as long as I can last.. :X.. Soo to replace drinking alcohol, I drink teh.. hahas.. the effects are different though.. hahas.. 1 make me slp better, another keeps me awake.. -.-... hahas.. But it just shows that whenever I put my mind into it, I can accomplish what I set out to do.. Yeah!! hahas..

This is the time where I just want to throw my sim card away and get a new one.. to get rid of unwanted ppl from calling me.. hiaz.. Irritating sia.. its kind of evil, but I guess its better for the both of us.. gotta ask my mum to change my sim card number when I enter ns.. :X..

I wanna thank everyone for walking into my life.. Be it you have affected me positively or negatively.. Because both of them have taught me lessons.. Open my eyes.. Teach me new stuffs.. But also due to that, I wanna stay away from these negative side of friends, colleagues, people.. Because when I see them, I will either be stress, angry, shy, fearful and all sorts of negative feelings.. It just becomes a subconscious kind of thing.. And I really hate it.. Part of it why I am becoming like this today is because of YOU!!!..

But ever since I meet up with some of my close friends.. Secondary school friends, Poly sch friends and also chat with my poly friends online.. :) (You know who you are), I became more open, became more relax, became more happy with life, and I see the person I was way back at poly life.. And I kinda miss that old me.. Though at the same time I really hate being that old irritating me.. :X.. But it beats having that weird silence when you are with friends, that spoil-spot mood kind of person.. Ya, you know what I mean.. Soo, I really dont wanna meet up with those friends/ colleagues who caused me to be soo negative in life.. During NS, looks like its bye bye time.. :).. Hope so arh.. hahas..





Sad to say that you still affect me..

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