Back from Thailand with AVT.. This is not a holiday!! I feel more tired then when I first went.. hahas.. Pattaya was fun.. Beach life!! I tried Para gliding.. :), Jet Skiing and banana boat.. Tiring?? Duh you bet!! But it was worth it.. I nvr had soo much fun since donkey time.. I guess I am still that adventurous sporty me.. :)..

Bangkok?? SHOPPING SPREE!!! Darn!! Bought gifts for Bhood, and family and for myself.. The most shopping I ever did in my entire life!! tiring but I guess I wont have to shop for the rest of the year.. :P.. hahas..

Ok, back to my feelings about Thailand.. Its soo different you bet.. City and Town.. I prefer town area now.. Though toilets are dirty, places are dirty, but the people are friendly. the food is cheaper, lesser conman.. :).. Yap, I really hate Bangkok after going there.. I got conned!! not once or twice kind of thing.. I know its business, people want to earn more money, everyone is cheating.. But I just hated myself for being darn bloody stupid!!! If I learn more about Thai language, if I am more street smart, if I know the way thai culture works, if if if.. hiaz.. Ok la, money can be earned back, as long as I am safe and I did learn something new, its ok.. -.-'''

I just felt this world is soo unsafe.. Everywhere is unsafe.. I just want to lock myself at home and not come out.. My parents were right.. they were concern about me.. I felt a sudden happiness after remembering what they told me before the trip.. :).. I thought I was ready to go overseas, but I was wrong, there are still many things to learn about the world.. I really wonder if in this earth, there's a country safe enough, less stress enough, happy enough, gentle enough, not thinking about money kind of place to fit me in.. If.. If there is one, I really hope I will find it soon, soo I will be motivated enough to continue my journey of life..

Ok, I think I gotta stop drinking alot in Singapore.. :P.. Really hope I can fulfill this thing.. Drinking too much harms my body and my money.. Gotta save up for the future man.. :)

I needa rest some more before I continue to work.. Also gotta start exercising.. :).. Joel for jogging and Hafiz for swimming.. :)



Overseas sick~

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