Being a baby is soo much better than being an adult.. Do you know that we lost some of the good characteristics of being a baby?? I remember reading a book and they mention that the reason why we find babies cute is because they do not care about how we look at them.. They do not feel shy or affected by how we look at them.. But as we ages we tend to be affected by how others looked at us.. Also, we were once nvr too afraid of failure.. Learning to walk is a good example.. We fall so so many times, but we did not give up and eventually learn to walk.. I think even if my parents werent there to support me, I will still be able to walk eventually.. But look at us now.. Giving up after a few tries, afraid of failures, wanna run away from them and stuffs, instead of facing it head on and never give up trying.. I admit that there are some things in life which I failed and gave up trying again.. I wonder why.. Since when does failure affects me soo bad that I only want success in life.. I only want the easy way out.. I dont wanna taste defeat again.. I dont wanna be rejected again.. It just feel soo demoralising, when you dont get the school you want, when you dont get the job you want, when you dont get the scholarship you want, and many others..

I wanna change my perception of failure.. I wanna see it as feedback.. I wanna see it as opportunity for the future as I am more prepared of whats coming up.. I wanna be that positive, never give up after falling down 10 times at least.. JIA YOU ANDREW!!! You can do it.. :)

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