Monday, February 8, 2010
Soo the attachment has ended, and today is the first day of my rest time.. It feels kinda weird staying at home doing.. nth really.. Actually I have alot of things that I wanted to do, but all of the sudden I forgot what it is, and also all of the sudden, I felt that I have all the time in the world, which causes me to be lazy to do some things.. This is the bad thing of having freedom.. No sense of urgency.. -.-'''
Of course, I felt much better after the end of attachment.. My mind becomes more positive compared to during attachment, but less positive than school times.. :X.. I wont deny the fact that working life is a whole new experience for me.. Seeing how humans behave.. Seeing the new side of another life compared to school life.. When I see those guys studying out there, I just felt that they have not yet experience the working hell that they will face.. You know for working life.. Being a book smart is nothing.. You gotta be street smart.. You got to be cunning.. You got to be the evil guy that everyone is, or else you will be eaten by them..
Humans arh Humans.. Such weird creatures.. The ones who can make you have the happiest moment, the ones who can make you have the saddest moments, also, the ones who can make you have the angriest moment.. If everything has an explanation for it, I am still wondering why do humans behave in this way, for different situation.
Dont know what to write.. Quite a number of things that are running in my mind.. but I just really am stuck.. oO well.. just end here..
There's no such thing as reality, on our perception of it
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