YOSH!!!! I dont know how, but I managed to survive and complete the 4 days of torture for superband.. Honestly speaking this is the most shag and big concert I have ever done.. It was really more worst than Tao Zhe.. Shag!! WOrking over 12 hours for 4 days and 24 hours for the first day was really making me steam.. I also dont know what I am talking at times.. And my colleagues were making fun of me.. -.-''' Small eyes.. Lolz.. Anyway, now I can finally rest a little and slower my pacing.. :D

I managed to see Zhang Zhen Yue and Zhou Hua Jian soo upclose.. If only I could just snap a pic of them.. If only someone invented a camera using the eye.. Hiaz.. My favourite song "Ai Wo Bie Zhou" was sung by Zhou Hua Jian.. -.-''' Darn!!

Lightings and Audio are 2 different things man.. As in lightings are shiong at the start, not that shiong on stage and standby but gotta wait for long time due to focusing and programming.. Audio are not soo shiong at the start, but shiong on stage and standby, and are able to leave earlier than lightings everytime.. Soo different.. Different culture.. I am now more familiarised with lightings, I think I should go back sound now for part timer.. :P..

In the past, when I watched the DVD concert, I used to think that doing all these backstage things are cool and not soo easy.. In addition you can see your favourite stars.. How I wished I was able to do it.. But I was afraid due to the low confidence in me.. Now when I see myself actually playing a part in setting, I felt it wasnt really that easy, not was it actually that fun.. -.-''' But yesterday during standby, when I was supposed to help stagehand for audio.. I was thinking I dont know how long will I take to be as professional as my colleague helping out in stage hand.. He know what went wrong, if got something wrong, how to solve it, etc.. And I was there doing nothing.. Lolz.. And I was thinking that it was quite impossible for me to mix sound for a concert due to that high pressure. Hope I am able to in the future.. :X When your rank goes higher, your responsibility goes bigger plus your money grows bigger.. is there a job where your responsibilty is quite small, but your money is big?? Hmm..

Come to think of it.. 5 months plus was really fast right?? I am really glad I am able to become friends with majority of my colleagues.. Thinking back, I was really trying soo hard to become colleagues and talk to them normally.. But I dont know when for some of my colleagues, that I am to make fun of them and they teasing me too.. hahas.. But I am glad and thankful for that.. It helps make your attachment journey easier.. :) In addition, I pick up some things from them and experience new things from them.. Too many things to say.. :X.. I am sure that my characteristic changed some way or another.. Soo I need a long break to figure things out and change some mind settings.. Where are you Thailand trip??!??!





Another person who pin high hopes on me.. Darn.. -.-'''





I lost my identity..

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