Staying in SIngapore seeing the same thing is soo darn boring.. I think Thailand will much be soo.. I need something different, something positive.. Like Switzerland.. I saw a picture, where by the town is really green.. Its a town, and its soo darn green.. Not like Thailand.. A town but soo darn black and dead.. -.-''' Sorry for the rudeness but thats what I feel..

I have been doing some research abt it, and are still doing.. darn!! The ticket are expensive.. Hiaz.. and the standard of living at there is high.. hiaz.. Anyway, I think I will be going for a week, soo estimated cost is 2k-2.5k plus air ticket.. Wahahas.. Dont care.. Travel on my own.. Hahas.. Soo I gotta work very hard to save this much money.. Yosh!! Then I would say this is the bravest thing I have done soo far in my life and duh!!! I am scared too.. But what to do.. If I wait for others.. I may end up dying while waiting.. -.-'''

I dont know, what do you feel when u got to build everything from scratch.. I mean the reason why I am able to live at ease and comfort is due to my parents.. I have a roof above my head, have someone to cook for me, clean my clothes etc.. Soo I am soo called having a basic help then I jst make my way there.. Like I started out from level 7.. But what if you started from level 1.. No family to help, no house, new place, new everything.. And you got to work your way up to afford a house, pay your bills, do your household, etc.. The feeling is soo darn scary.. that was what I felt.. What I believe that It will train me and teach me something new.. it will give me that independence that I will get more than others and that satisfaction that no other ordinary ppl will have.. Just one day.. I will be waiting..