I think its time for me to stop fooling around with nonsense things and start saving money for my future.. Everyone has to grow up.. Why dont start now?? I am going to hit 20 this year soon.. Thinking about it makes me feel.. Old?? Or feels like I should not act like a small kid and go clubbing this kind or go waste money on rubbish stuffs.. Soo, I gotta stay firm on my decision and say NOO to you.. Maybe if it is for chilling, then drinking is alright.. provided its not everytime.. :P

Once was good, and it definitely answered my curiousity.. Soo there wont be a second time.. I must control and discipline myself and not break the promises that I made.. Soo help me my friends if you are seeing this.. :X..

Its time to settle down..


I felt that I disappointed you because of the image you had in me, and I failed to maintain it. I cannot guarantee you the future, but I can asure you that I will really try my best, to not let it happen again..

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