Just an update before I go to bed.. So I went out with AVT peeps today for lunch.. Gab, Yun Wei, Stephy, Shen Li and Hafiz.. Then chatted about our attachment lives and stuffs.. Shocked to hear some stuffs, funny to hear another.. Happy to hear some stuffs, sad to hear another.. Oo well, we just got to continue with our lives ya?? Soon after I went out with some of the bhood guys.. The others went Genting to have fun.. Hope they are enjoying it.. :D.. I went out with Clement, Darrel and Shevone.. Just dinner and chatting.. Seriously, its been ages since I chatted with bhood guys.. Not like what they are doing, but more like how they are doing.. I get to know more things about other bhood peeps too..

OMG!! I am really living in my own world.. From Primary school till now.. I really gotta admit. In the past, it was naive, now its like I am daydreaming and not observant.. Its really like I am living in my own world.. But thats both a good and a bad point though.. I dint know that there are going soo many changes around me.. LOLZ!!!

1 million thanks Clement for that conversation we had.. I just felt better after it.. He never fails to inspire me.. but this time even more.. I really want to work on my characteristic and not be a bastard.. Work hard on being street smart and independent and at the same time not arrogant and back stab my colleagues. Working is really a whole new level from schooling.. I dont know, I just find that there is something more I wanna find out.. I am not sure what, maybe that is why I am looking at the books, hoping that there is something out there that will interest me.. Maybe 1 day I will find it..

When I am with you guys, the same feelings came back when I was with another group.. I wonder why.. Is it because they dint appear?? Or the things we talk about are really different?? Is like we are from different channels, and what I say may not be interesting to you, same goes for you.. But nevertheless I still enjoy the awkward moments with you guys..

Suddenly I felt motivated to complete my next 6 weeks.. And I have the stamina to complete my 6 weeks and go for my Thailand trip.. Its not just me.. I will be enduring these days with my classmates, with my bhood NS pals.. they are also enduring a tough training for 2 months.. If theirs are tough.. Whats mine?? Just endure a few more scolding from Ah Liew.. Hope he wont scold me and I wont work with the faces I dont really prefer.. :X Come On Andrew!! JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!!!!








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