If you know that you will surely fail in the future, will you give up trying in the first place?? If you know that even the process is fun but the outcome is none, will you even start doing it in the first place?? I guess that's life heh?? You know you will die in the future, but some people are trying hard to continue to live with a smile on their face, enjoying every moment they have ya?? And some do not matter about the outcome, while it is the process that keeps them going on.. I guess its hard for me to accept reality at times.. I wish I could mature more..

Is it true?? That when we are born, our fate has already decide what kind of person we will grow up to be?? The year, month, day, gender, horoscope, zodiac, etc.. If it is true, then I just feel soo irritated that we are not able to change our character, our personality.. It is just soo unfair that some was born in at a day that they have better characteristic than others, while some aren't.. So the bottom line is.. Parents should check the calendar to see when will be an auspicious day for their child to be born!?!?! wahahas.. :D

So this is the difference between humans.. Hmm.. Interesting, shall continue reading.. Studying about human behaviours and emotions really seems interesting to me.. Maybe I wanna know the reason for it and I would prefer if there is a reason to this rather than just accepting the fact that we are like that.. Just like you know ghost or God.. Like some say there are, but just unable to prove it.. You mention angry, but I wanna know what caused it and why.. I wanna know why you react this way.. Hmm.. Interesting..

Lucky, my mind stop me from moving the wrong step.. Phew, though it was extremely tempting at that time.. But some things are better this way I guess.. hahas..

So many unanswered questions in my life.. I just got to continue living to find it..

They are indeed optimistic.. I ought to be like them





I need to constantly get that in my head..

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