Monday, August 10, 2009
Dont blame me if suddenly I am gone to another country the next day.. I am really tempted to just leave the country without bidding any goodbye to anyone.. Its just soo stressful at times to be a Singaporean, to be in Singapore, competitng for studies, jobs, and whatsoever.. Besides, there are really limited activities to do here in Singapore, I wanna travel the world, I wanna see big things, in different views, I wanna enjoy life to it fullest.. I just wanna feel at peace.. And there are some stuffs in Singapore that gives me bad memories at times when I walk past it, when I am lonely and my mind just starts to wonder around..
Though it may be hard at first to be in a stranger country trying to make new friends, trying to build a pyramid up and stuffs.. But I am willing to do that for happiness.. There are just so many countries I wanna go, just soo many things I wanna do in life that I cannot count with just my fingers and toes.. And I really hope that someone will be able to go and do this stuffs with me.. :D.. Though that might not be possible.. Seriously, if it is money issue, then it is no issue.. I really wanna thank God for my stable financial, that I am able to buy any food or watch any movie, without complaining or without checking my allet to see if I have enough cash or not.. It is like some of the young adult dream to just do that I think.. hahas.. Though I cannot buy aot of stuffs that I want, like a camera, a car, a house, etc.. I guess 1 step at a time..
PS: I am really bad at saving money nowadays.. hahas.. Please dont call me out friends.. hahas.. XD
I am really a bad boy, driving my parents car without their consent.. hahas.. But the feeling is shiok, being able to drive without someone sitting beside you watching your every movement restricting some stuffs.. I mean, a small bird got to start to learn how to fly on its own and get injured before learning to be independant on stuffs.. You cannot just tell others all the things based on your experience.. Sometimes, we just got to learn it the hard way and gain the experience on our own.. Though we really dont want other to get hurt once we encounter these experience.. But I guess some people are stubborn, and I got to admit I am one stubborn person..
Oo, look at the time.. I gtg slp.. tmr sch in the morning.. I really wanna play badminton, but I got this project to do.. =.='''.. Hiaz.. All the best Andrew!! :D

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