Wow, I managed to survive this week man.. :D. I did lots of things this week.. Clements birthday, Events to do, to watch, went to sleep at friend's house, school.. Wow, and now I have a sore throat, and a slight cough and also my brain feels like there clouds surrounding it, I cant seem to think properly. Now, its back to studies after soo much fun, happenings, events has occurred.. Oo well, back to seriousness again..

I know that feeling, that season of feelings, thinking and whatsoever.. I never experience it before. But yap it happened to me that time for a period of time. So I am proud to say I know how you feel.. hahas.. But everything will be fine.. You just need time.. Go for a stroll, it really helps me out.. It straighten my thoughts, I am able to think clearly, mingle with new people, it helps to take away some trouble, be busy with work and stuffs, go get a new hobby. It makes you soo busy that you wont have time to think about it. The main thing is that it takes time for it to cure. I dont know how long, but I can say if you try and think positive, to be optimistic, to fight with that inner evil thing inside of you, to cheat your brain and tell him what you want. It will work out fine.. I cheated my brain many times.. hahas..

I have changed, in some ways.. Mentality, emotionally, physically.. I dint use to think that this is alright, but now I think its ok to have some fun. I wasnt to open about this, but now I am open.. hahas.. I wonder if these changes has caused me some danger or bad things in the time to come.. hahas..

Week 5 starts tmr, and I havent got one of my assignment started, it is due on week 6, and I really dont know where to start and how to answer all those question.. Hiaz, Pray everything will be fine for me :).. hahas..





The body is weak, but the mind is strong.. :D
Though how strong the mind can be, you can still cheat it and bluff it :P

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