Saturday, May 30, 2009
Hey heys, this week will be the last week for school before common test arrives and soon holiday :D.. but no time to celebrate man, there are projects and school still during the holiday :(.. Oo well, endure this semester!! Besides with my friends to accompany me and keep me entertained and having fun with them. It just made my life soo much easier with learning :D Aint I lucky??
Though I am invited but I still feel that I dont belong here.. We are just different. Dont know how to say, like different frequency or not my kind of world I should say?? But still we are friends and that wont change it.. :D..
Eva Cassidy, a natural born singer, just gotta hear her man.. But too bad she is not alive in this world, she had an illness. Died in her 30+ :(.. Feel kinda sad now while listening to her song and writing this blog.. hahas.. Her voice just made me feel soo relaxed, and that any troubles are not troubles.. Because there are many troubles more worst than mine, so I am considered lucky.. :D And that is usually what which cheers me up..
I think I fially know the difference and thus I am enlighten.. :D.. I am happy I am like this.. Everybody has the right to be happy, that includes you.. :D.. Dont ever think you are inferior cause no one is..
Yosh!! This coming wednesday, we are gonna celebrate my friend's birthday and my friends bringing Ram.. Oo boy!! Drinking time. wahahas.. Soo addicted, wonder how does Ram taste?? I like the feeling of getting high, but hate the feeling of drunk I guess. hahas.. Soo looking forward to it.. Cheers!! :D
Why did you tell me this?? If I dont know, I wont be thinking about it. If I dont know, I wont wanna find out. If I dont know, I feel that my life is soo great (exaggerating) hahas.. I guess being oblivious towards something sometimes is ok. Because I am focused on another thing.. :D..
Things are getting better I guess.. I will try to make use of opportunity when it comes but I wont create one.. I dont wanna crack my brain cells for this. But of cause I will try not to screw this up.. Time will change one's mindset for sure so I wont be certain if I will still be thinking the same thing in the future time.
I am kinda lucky in some way.. hahas

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