Thursday, April 16, 2009
There is still hope :)
Oo my, its the 7th week of the holidays now.. Next week will be the opening of school.. Oo well, I guess I had my fun.. But seriously, I dont feel bored at all these 7 weeks.. Hahas.. In fact I am still in my holiday mood man.. Hiaz.. Cnt wait for my next holiday.. :)
Hm, lets recall what I've done..
(1) Gym for the first few weeks :D
(2) Basketball and swimming occasionally
(3) Went to Kuala Lumpar with friends. How can I not forget?? One of the best overseas trips :D
(4) Keep watching movie with poly friends :D (the most movie ever watched in 2 months, hahas)
(5) Hanging out with brotherhood friends :D
(5) Practise guitar recently
(6) Read finish 1 book which I have it with me for very long time.. :D
(7) Read the bible :D
(8) Last but not the least, experience new things and went through a really tough war.. lolz.. :D (a series of ups and downs)
Yap, anyways, there will be 4 more people coming to our classes next semester, from other class de.. Because of some reasons or another.. 2 are which are the top 2 in the other class, while 2 are the bottom 2.. hahas.. Oo well, its gonna be tough next semester.. In fact I dont have the motivation to continue.. I guess I just have to do normal, and be normal.. See how bah.. My aim is just to get A and not 1st or whatsoever.. lolz..
If one ambitious gets bigger, the person will usually become more "evil" in a way, and I really dont wish for me to become like this.. Take driving for example, I reminded myself not to be a selfish driver, reckless driver. One who thinks for pedestrian, caring for other drivers.. Guess what?? as time grew by, I changed, for the worst.. Indeed I became more daring, dare to overtake, dare to do more other stuffs.. but also became quite inconsiderate at times.. hahas.. like not giving way to buses and other vehicles and times, not thinking for other drivers, not thinking what are they thinking about when driving, always thinking I am right and they are wrong where in fact when a life is at stake, it does not matter who's right or who's wrong but whether you can prevent that accident or not.. I really do hope that I will change in behaviour when driving.. And not about driving too, where in other areas of life.. I need to stop being selfish, thinking about myself.. But care for the people around me too.. My actions will affect their emotions and I dint think about that at times..
Oo well, at least I realise my problem. Now its about changing it.. :D.. Easy said than done, but with God whats impossible?? :D

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