Hey yar.. Got so many thoughts, feelings that i just wanna get out of my chest by blogging but just dont know where to start.. hahas. Lets start by say " I have finally officially end my school studies for this sem!!" :D.. Practical test was alright. DInt have that great confident though. Though one of them i do all correct, but the main thing was the time man.. Faster = more marks. =.='''.. Hiaz, needa get some air to breathe..

Anyway, had learn quite a lot of things this few weeks. :D. Even if it is minor, or I may be slow to finally understand a sentence, phrase or whatsoever. But still it just made me happy learning them.. Life has no rules or whatsoever to follow, always adapt to changes. Most importantly. Live to the fullest..

Change is really a big word man. I wanna change for the better of course, i wanna let my thinking take control of emotions. Not the other way round. I do not want my anger, disappointment to affect my mood of the day.. Kinda har. Its nvr easy, but am willing to change.. And when I am old, I am so gonna reflect on myself and see what are the positive changes that I have made laugh to myself and thank GOd that I am able to change them. I also thank God that my personality, character is not perfect from the start, it feels even better if I am able to change and achieve it in the near future.. Wow, Life's good yeah??

Guess I am always locked up in my world even though I am constantly changing. During, primary, secondary, poly. It the same. Theres just some things that everyone knows abt, and only I dont know. How naive can I be.. Seriously, for 19 years, this is the only character that I dont think I can ever change. Be too trusty on people words, not knowing what is going on their mind, and always got cheated. :( It's alright. Seriously.. I feel its alright. Just disappointed at myself?? hahas..

Emotions and logic are really two different things, do not ever let your emotions take control of you. When unstable, anything can happen.. Be very careful!! You guys already know abt this. But this is serious.. I trying to control and handle my emotions.. But when I am tired, that's it.. I will start to listen to emotional songs which is nice :D, but at the same time just make my heart even more bitter.. hahas.. Weird righT?? Even as I am blogging, I am listening to "Ren Zhi" sang by Yang Zhong Wei.. hahas..

Hm, thats weird, I have suppose to have lots to write. But I cannot think of any suddenly.. hahas.. Ok then, if there something to write, then i will post it on the next post.. :D

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