Thursday, October 23, 2008
Hey guys!! I just got my result today. And erm.. I dint won any medals.. :(.. But I learn many great things during the competitions and my eyes was like open even bigger after I realise something important. I was fighting for the wrong reason actually. I was fighting for money and I was blinded by the fact that it wasnt going to get me anywhere.. Oh my!! How can I be so greedy. hahas..
I will be lying if I said I dint feel anything. Who wont feel disappointed not winning any medals. Hahas, but I dint feel that disappointed though.. I dint really pracitse hard for the training. And I committed so much mistakes in the competition. hahas. They must be blind choosing me to be top 3. But I wasnt that bad. My friend was like so disappointed not winning top 3. Everyone expected him to be th Gold medallist. And here he is not getting even top 3. Guess anything can happen in the competition. His eyes was almost filled with tears. That was how disappointed he was. Hiaz.. Work hard Bro!! We can do it :D..
But I guess this is just another stepping stone for me to get stronger. I dont really like competition due to stress and disappointment in some faces.. And the training is like so tough. If you do not have the perseverance or interest, that's it man. But everything will be worth it if you win something back.. And 1 more thing. I AM FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so glad it's over..!!
Oo well thank God for everything.. Cheer up and move on!! And least I still have a scholarship this Saturday.. Muahahahas!! Greedy face again!! Oo My!! hahas.. Thanks God for everything.. :D

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