O man O man O man.. Left 3 days till i get back paper. Pray hard!!
O man O man O man.. Left 20 days till driving test. Pray harder!!
O man O man O man.. Left 31 days till School reopen. Sian, I didnt had any holiday!!
O man O man O man.. Left 34 days till World Skills Final starts. Pray hardest!!

Oo my!!, this is my schedule so far.. Waa, seems so short but I am actually struggling to keep myself alive.. I am like counting each day as it passes. Saturday I have church so no rest day.. Left Sunday.. I thought I can rest, but have to practise driving.. O well.. and sometimes there are dates.. Wahahas..

I thought perseverance is easy.. Except jogging.. I thought to myself "perseverance, so simple, easier than jogging." But I dint know its so difficult. Its actually a long term kind of continuing on a thing in life.

Waa!! My whole body is aching.. Why huh?? Basketball is it?? then still must go school do installation, fixing board.. Like DNT.. now I am getting the hang of it.. But not so fast nor good yet.. I am aiming for bronze. But at times I felt like. Nah!! Aim of diploma of excellence (you need to have a required amount of points to get that).. Worst come to worst, certification of participation.. But someone told me this, since you have practise for so long why not aim higher?? Wouldnt it be a waste?? So I thought to myself "true, but is hard!!" there are two of my friends who are really fast and good in these field. So Gold and Silver are theirs. To be able to aim for bronze is not already, I am not even putting the SP in my list.. hahas..

I just need that motivation to move me, push me.. The thing worth fighting for. Because I came here once with that heart, and as times passes, it fades off.. People are out there resting, and me?? Going back school doing this. Hiaz..

Nvm, just hang on, I will reap what I sow. I will receive the fruit of harvest after all activities are gone. Then I can shout out loud and really look back at how much I have done.. This is really a test of strength physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually. And I will try my best to hang on.. hahas..

After I get Gold for my CCA, I am so gonna rest from any CCA or activities that will help me get CCA points and maybe go gym in school :D. Maybe swim?? Who wanna go swimming with me?? hahas..

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