U know, at times when you are troubled, and people throw or tell you about their troubles. Your chest just feel more heavy, more burden. Though this are all phycological effects.. It aint good. You know the devil may play your minds when you are down, this is when faith comes in, dont doubt, just believe in Jesus.. :D

You know, the thoughts of stress from dont know what reasons, family pressure, friends pressure, peer pressure, studies, friends, CCAs, Other activities.. I dont know.. It just seems so pressurizing.. You just have many negative thoughts, suicide even, funny reasons.. But afterall, everything will be fine after a good long rest :D..

It's hard to reject ppl, thats what i think.. thats why thats my good point, always there i guess.. And also my bad point, easily distracted, always ppl will call because you nvr reject them.. Its hard to tell them what I am feeling.. I dont know why.. Do you know??

I need ********************************.. Yap, thats what I need.. :D All summarise to stars.. hahas. Thats what my instinct tells me.. But I hope God will make it come true.. :D

At times you just have instincts which you know it. Like our friendship just has this limit.. There are some things you just cannot tell to anyone for dont know what reasons.. Maybe its just me, maybe its the weird me.. Its always everyone who talks, but when its my turn, i just go yar.. And i end it just within 4 sentences?? hahas.. I nvr elaborate.. Guess the instinct tells me not too.. At times, I just felt that why should i even say this to you?? I mean it holds no purpose, it wont help me.. I am just a listener only in your eyes.. But still only 1 person knows my inside, 1 that knew long before it happened, know what I am thinking, feeling.. Beside my future "best friend". He is no other than Jesus.. He can help me.. Always!! :D.. Thanks You Jesus.. Nah, its just me.. Thats what makes everyone special I guess.. Including me.. Now you know me a bit more better right??

Life is full of surprises.. Familiar?? Yap, its true.. It there arent, wont it be boring?? So this is my surprise?? I saw a T-shirt that wrote.. "Dont Cry because it happened, Smile because it has happened". And I will smile becuase it had happened.. All this are test.. Test from God to see how strong I am, and to test my limits and become better.. So I will gladly accept my Lord. But I got to admit, at times my mind say one thing, my body acts differently.. My nerves and body dint listen to me.. hahas..

Did you read abt the camel story?? I find it quite meaningful.. One day, a camel fall down the well, the owner was sad to hear this, but he had nth to do.. So he decided to bury his camel with sand alive.. When the camel knew this, he turned sad too.. The villagers went to see.. The man keep digging and digging.. Until he noticed that the camel was actually not covered with sand, but was not the sand.. He turned happy, and continue digging.. Actually, when the sand was poured down to the camel's back, the camel, shake his body so that the sand fall onto the ground, and he continue to take the next step.. Thats how he managed to get out of the well..

Bottomline is when troubles are being poured to you.. Dont cry, just shake your body and let loose, and take the next step forward. And eventually you will be alright.. Well thats what i think. :D

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