Do you ever felt that the whole world isnt really going to according what you wanted it to be. The more you think this is what is best for it, or want it to be that way, but things will nvr go in your way. NVR!! why like that??

Maybe is i think too much about some stuffs. I think you are not giving me ur best, or your effort. I think you are not helping me by trying to state ur point, because the job will nvr get done if you continue to chat with me. Ok, i give up, I let way, maybe is my request too much. At that moment you just felt soo tire. Not only physically tired, mentally tired a little spiritually tire.

Dont bother reading and think too much about this post, i just need to write this down, not to rem, but to just release my inner thoughts, too much space kept inside causes memory jam. But in the end, thank God its alright. So sorry God for that craziness which u know and i know. I was just like those ppl in the bible, no patient, faithless. I should live by faith and not by sight. You are giving me opportunities to work on my patient. And Yes God, I will work on it. And not flare up, today was rough day. I did not flare up, but i wasnt myself though. It was horrible. But i hope this wont happen again. You dont wanna see me mad. I will be like the hulk.

Where did i get the confidence to just speak up to that person?? so weird hor?? Holy spirit, were you giving me confidence??

Today heard more feedbacks about my hair.. lolz.. Some dint recognise me until I made the first move. 'Hi'.. they took like 1-2 sec to figure out me.. This is the 4th person who says i look like a girl from the back. Is that imagination of that girl pretty?? Hope i wont cause handsome guys to be gays.. hahas.. Some negative feedback, some positive.. Though i am starting to like straight hair, but i guess i will not reborn again.. hahas

Sometimes the best thing is not to think.. Like Luffy, from One Piece

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