Waa.. It is only the 1st week of school, and i can feel the pressure surrounding me.. hahas.. relax Andrew. hahas.. I dont seem like i can relax for now.. I feel like there are really too many things to be learnt.. My teacher are also having trouble with the modules itself.. How can a teacher not know his work and teach a student?? That makes him student.. SO who is our teacher then?? Ourselves.. lol.. Now i know why ppl say new courses are like guinea pig..

I had 2 times like that already. Studying on my own.. The feeling isnt great.. What are teachers for?? hiaz.. May be abit harsh.. but i think it will get use to it after that..

I saw one of my senior today, he asked me if i wanna go China for 2 weeks to study.. hahas. y always China?? not to be bad but, I wanna go other places, European places.. But still I am quite tight in cash.. :(.. Sponsors anyone??

I asked my senior abt overseas trip.. He says beside China got Germany and Australia.. Cool right.. The next cool part is coming.. the cost for Germany is $10000, while Australia is $5000, wow.. Thats so EXPENSIVE for a student who has no income on his own.. How in the world can i afford??hiaz.. ltr then say lar.. Must see if I can even seize the spot or not..

I dint even thought about being lonely in other countries, suffering hardship, being bullied, or dont like the job in other countries.. I kept saying I wanna go, but i dint think the disadvantage there. My senior said his 2 weeks in China was terrifying, there were only 2 ppl went there.. he and a female friend. So they slept in different rooms.. For 2 weeks no friends to talk to, no friends to hug each other(jking).. Its just weird.. hiaz.. See how it goes.. :D

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