I am so happy today.. :).. First let me thankz my colleagues who guided me, teach me, help me, took great care of me.. THANKZ!!
My very fair manager.. he gave me perfume for christmas, 'Dell' speakers.. u see, where got a part timer can get these?? and i always tot it will be the full timer.. I am upset abt my manager leaving on the 14th.. :(.. stay in contact yar?? he really took care of me, always there to make me laugh.. :)
And my bro, who intro me this job.. it was because of him that make a change in my life.. :)..
As u can see, there is nt much company which will be fair to u, which appreciates ur hardwork, which plays with u, which dont mind ur age (i am the youngest there).. and which has a gd pay :P.. hahas..

I got a reward from the company.. hehe.. shocking right? i was too.. too sudden?? too surprising?? imagine a part timer.. can he really get this kind of award?? really wanna thankz my colleagues for ur great guidance.. i wont forget this happy day.. Thankz so much..

Speaking of that, recently i chatted with jie min, and i have a trophy still with her.. the fittest boy.. hahas, i totally forgot abt it.. u see, perserve and pray n take some action and ur goals will come true.. during sec 1, it was weng wah.. i think 2 and 3 is him?? or someone else.. i was always like kinda disappointed.. dint get the award.. but things happen when u least expected right?? i got it in sec 4.. it was totally unexpected.. so i just wanna say to myself, i make it man.. if i tried my best and give it my whole shot, there's nth i cnt do it if i put my mind into it.. right guys??

I have decided.. thankz to my 2 friends, tc and yw.. they are right.. they make me understand something.. what is my passion?? helping ppl is alright but if it affect ur passion in one way or another, i m sry.. i m afraid i cnt help.. even if u are my loved ones.. as the saying goes, 'if u love someone, u will let him/her go'.. so let me go, let me do what i want to do.. let me stay on my own path towars my passion.. dun change the my route.. dun bring me to nother place, another destination.. for this is what i have chosen.. please!! respect my decision.. i think i shld speak my mind.. my feelings, this aint for ppl like me.. it doesent even suit me.. trust me.. who knows u best beside urself?? so dont try to change my mindset.. coz i wont change it.. and i hope u will help me to fuifil my passion.. let me go.. let me be the same person i used to be.. ok?? :)

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