hey heys!!..

Let me share with u smthing.. the jay chou movie 'secret' is a nice show.. thumbs up for the acting and directing of movies.. it's nice, as in the plot is different from all the love movies i watched.. it has a twist that i dint realise.. and the story is touching and loving.. so u all shld watch too.. i hardly recommend movies ok?? hahas..
the girl is attractive leh.. y?? maybe is her smile?? smile that attracts ppl?? where will ppl be attracted by their depressed face, angry face?? is mostly smile right?? hahas.. i am attracted by that beautiful smile.. opps my mind is drifting away.. pardon me.. ahhas

I dont know, but recently there's like some hints or something.. something or someone is trying to tell me something?? Maybe i shld change myself, i shld give myself a chance.. how will i know i would not be able to make it?? even before trying.. there's something i learned recently.. 'u nvr try u nvr know' n 'it's better to know the answer then to be kept suspense all the while'.. 'even if i fail, i still did try my best' right or not?? i have been a follower for 17 yrs already.. it's time for some changes to begin.. if nt now then when?? in the future i still nd to be a leader.. y nt start now?? since 17 is cool?? hahas.. so i must start to make decision.. eating.. going out.. talking.. etc.. anything and whatever must not be in that dialog.. hey!! i am nt ordering drinks ok?? hahas.. so i will strive hard to lead well and will continue to learn it.. meanwhile, i have to open my ears to listen to all feedbacks, lessons, tips, etc. hahas

It seems whenever i go there, the fire in my eyes will burn, but when i go home, it disappear.. i wonder y?? as the saying goes 'it's ok when it's over, when it's nt ok mean it's not over' so it's nt over as i am nt feeling ok.. i just donno how to tell him.. he will have 1001 solutions to counter.. if only i got a glib tongue, bad attitude, cunning thinking, IQ high, etc.. but i dont.. i cnt defend myself, all i can do is to wait, wait for the day till i am ready, wait till there's an opportunity.. wait till dunno when..

I wanna have a bungalow, a car, this, and that.. but i wonder if i can get it.. how long must i wait to get it?? i really wonder which 9am-5pm job can make me be a millionare??or is it true only buisnessman, celebrities, artiste, ppl involving stock market can be a millionare?? at a young age?? hiaz.. i have been thinking abt this for some time.. is saving money the only way?? hahas.. possible.. hehe...

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