For the past few days, many incidents has occurred.. thus i have tasted many different feelings.. Happiness, sadness, confused, etc..
2 days ago was my last day of work.. surprising huH?? It was suppose to be the end of this month.. I got to go back to sch and study le.. quite complicated.. dunno how to say lar.. the sad thing is that this may be my last time working there.. because i am nt sure if i have the time to work there during my holidays.. And i felt quite bad working for only 2 weeks.. it seems like i cheated them or smthing.. but hope they will understand.. The confusing part i i do nt know if i make the right choice. now all my holidays are burned due to this study thing.. hahas.. perserve!! and the fruits of ur labour will come.. :).. I will sure be rewarded for my hardwork..

And fortunately.. one of my hardwork came true.. i got this reward for preserving and working hard on it.. hahas.. :).. seems like a person who gets into trouble all the time also has some happy moments.. :)
Wonder if i can maintain like this forever??

I dunno if i should continue this thing?? I really do nt have time to do it.. I told him already.. and nw i feel quite bad as i am nt doing anything.. I cnt really fork out my time to do.. but if i fork it out, i dun feel like doing.. sounds confusing right??(it's for me to talk crap..) i feel like quitting.. sometimes quitting does not make u feel like a loser.. unless u know what are u quitting.. quit smoking is a winner right??, quit studying is nt right?? bt how will u know if that thing u r quitting is right or wrong?? hahas..

Time will tell

I must nt compete, i must nt compare, i must be contented with the things i attain.. for this is my result.. whether or nt i am satisfied with it, it's all my fault..

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