Why am I always put through so many tests in life??

2:43 AM

I woke up this morning feeling a little weird because everything seem to have pass soo quickly that its Christmas eve today.. YOSH!!! I completed 2 major field camps and life will be much easier after that.. :).. Really am shock that this week field camp goes by soo swiftly.. And as promised of not meeting my friends for 1 month, I have finally gotten th time to meet them.. :) Cannot wait to see them ltr, and tmr.. :)..

5:35 PM

Its December!! The favourite month of the year and Christmas is coming!! I dont know why, but I loved Christmas.. I love it more than any other public holidays.. Maybe its the Santa Claus and present thing that makes me happy though I now know that it does not exist.. hahas.. It is the season of giving, the season of caring, the season for love, and also the season for snow.. :).. I really hope that guard duty will fall on 27th of dec rather than 24th.. I rather spend Christmas on 24th than 25th.. 24th has the Christmas feel instead of 25th.. Maybe its the countdown bah.. Please please please, guard duty fall on 27th!?!?! :x.. Also, hope I do not misfire or loss any equipments during live firing and field camp.. I dont wanna burn my precious weekends and holidays!! XD

Just saw the schedule for the entire service term.. 5 more weeks to go.. Just this 5 more weeks then I will be in professional term.. Wow, time really pass real fast.. Just 3 more weeks of tough training and life will be much easier for me.. Besides, I have 2 awesome holidays to look forward too.. :).. Its ironic that I want to have my 12 days of leave and not wanting to go to infantry.. I dont know what vocation I will enter to in the future.. I really hope it will be a much relax one though.. hahas.. oO well, its 11pm already.. Gotta slp now.. Nights.. :)








You are beautiful, you have a sunshine smile, you give me strength to carry on my shitty NS life, you make me look forward to book out, you make everyday that I spend with you feel so meaningful to me.. Overall, you make me feel at ease being around you.. :)..

6:51 AM

Just when I thought we are suppose to fall in at 545am.. When its 615am that we are to fall in.. -.-!! Oo well.. At least I got some extra free time for myself.. XD.. What a happening 10 days field camp man!! Seriously, I dont know if we offended anything or what, my group was really unlucky.. From day 2 till day day 7, we been either losing things, misfiring or losing ppl!! hahas.. Day 2 lost antenna, day 3 misfire, day 4 lost smoke grenade, day 5 lost magazine which contain ammunition, almost lost assualt pack. day 6 nvr lose anyone, but we lost 1 man during our night mission.. We were walking walking walking and suddenly, 7 men became 6 men after we realised it.. hahas.. And day 7, the joke of the day, we lost our sir.. hahas.. And since then we broken the record of losing the most things and causing alot of problems to our sir.. Our sir is a very nice person, and for him to flare up is really shocking not only to us, but to other sir.. Guess any gd guy can snap anytime bah.. out of 7 men, 4 men got charged for these mistakes.. :X.. Record of the year again.. XD.. Oo well, hope I wont commit any of these mistakes next week and next next week so that I can celebrate Christmas with my loved ones.. :)..

Really misses my family and you who are always reading this blog (you know who you are).. XD.. Suddenly thought of my past, how I dint cherish my time with my family, how time pass soo swiftly that its the end of the year soon, and I remembered in January that I thought this year was a really unlucky year for me because I lose 3 loved ones, 2 from my family, and 1 of my cprimary sch friend.. And many things happened this year, many new life kind of scenario.. Finished Poly, working, NS, all within a year.. And lastly, being with you.. :).. Field camp is not something I like, but once you been through it, you really appreciate the things around you more, for some days la.. XD.. But not having a hp with you feels soo weird, and yet there's nth you can do at night except to slp.. hahas..

Theres soo many things I wanna do when I book out, wanna eat when I book out, wanna watch movies when I book out, but time is a little too tight for me now.. Just another 2 more weeks for that I have to endure.. oO well.. As long as I have my phone I guess I will be just fine.. :) Ok, gotta go fall in now.. Ciao!~

1:44 PM

2 more days to field camp.. its not really the field camp that I am concern off.. Its rather the not allowed to bring in any luxurious items.. -.-! That suxs.. I will be like totally cut off from the world, again.. Oo well, 10 days shld pass quite pass, I think.. :X Heard some gd news abt the field camp, only 3 days in slping out in the field, the rest shld have proper beds to slp in.. :).. Means can at least bathe.. :D.. And there's a day off for us to rest and relax.. soo it shld be only 9 days of camp..

11:11 PM

Just a good night sleep and everything will be better tmr.. :)

tired~

6:56 AM

Time flew by and now its my 6th week in OCS.. Left another 8 more.. I just need to endure the next 5 weeks and things will go smoothly after that.. Think I became quite immune to the NS life and also quite crazy about it.. -.-.. No wonder they say u will get brain washed.. You just automatically get brain wash.. hahas..

1:28 AM