Finally I hit the gym today.. :D.. After dont know how many donkey days. At least I did something that I told myself to.. hahas.. Also, I finally played the guitar after dont know how many donkey days. I am learning the song love story by Taylor Swift.. =.=''' Yes I know, like soo long then I know about this song.. But it just seem soo nice and relaxing to me.. hahas.. In fact majority of the songs in her album seems nice.. And she is 20 and is a Caucasian!! But if only she just dont put too much make up.. hahas..

Oo no!! After a few more hours is work time.. :(.. And this time it will be Zoukout.. GOSH!! Kill me.. hahas.. Hope everything will go fine this week.. After this week, I will be left with 1 month and 2 weeks?? or 3 weeks?? Anyway, I really hope attachment will end so that I can go Thailand and rest.. I wanna go for a holiday soo badly, but money is a problem man.. hiaz.. Must save more liao!! hahas..

No time to rest, must do report so that I wont rush like the first one.. but I dont know what to write?? Write the same I think.. hahas.. See how bah. Slowly do lor.. Woah!! Its 12am.. Time to sleep early!! Compensate for all the little sleeps that I had and will have!! hahas.. Nights world!!.. :D

7:57 AM

Its like finally!! I submitted my report to Dr Wang.. Phew!! hahas, it was soo conincidnet that I met up with stephy and submitted, we then visited the other AVTs and Isaac, but dint chat much with him.. The only thing he remember is to ask us what is a dowser?? Soo disappointed man.. hiaz..

Yesterday was my colleague's wedding.. Finally married huh?? hahas.. I almost buang his show.. :X.. But saved it in the end.. hahas.. He wanted to sing a song for the bride, but we dint know the song was online stream to window media player, so we removed the starhub thumbdrive to put another disc inside, then suddenly cnt play the song he wanted.. LOLZ!! All panic except me.. Cme on lar, buang show not first time mah.. Hiaz.. Even the groom started sweating.. hahas.. But luckily I know of a place to download songs that is -1.. They thank me without remembering that I also caused the buang-ness.. :P.. If I did not pass them the disc and ask them to pluck out the starhub thumbdrive, nth would have happen.. hahas..

Piang leh, when get married must drink soo much huh?!?! hahas, confirm die la.. hahas.. But he got quite little table, I think 20 bah.. hahas.. But felt happy for him that everything went smoothly and seeing him smile was the best thing I saw that day.. :D

Must not go clubbing too often!! Clement!! Please remind me!! Gotta save up for my future stuff.. :D.. Hope to save 10k before I go NS.. Yosh!! Thailand trip must budget liao.. :X.. Had a nice chat with Clement today.. Hope we can keep on maintaining this till old.. :D



Yosh!! Tmr gym!! ANDREW!! You can do it!!

7:30 AM

Ok, the Setting up of Zouk Out was earlier than I expected.. The setting up of truss started on tuesday, and I am going tmr to continue the truss.. =.=''' I got a bad feeling about this.. Like I am gonna work till I die.. I really hope I have the time this friday to go to school and submit my report.. PLEASE!!!! :X

Had a chat with one of the Baiya yesterday.. Seems like a nice person.. He have been working for 1 and a half year already, and is still a part timer.. Felt quite sad for him after hearing about his pay.. $7 an hour, the other new comers were $5+ an hour.. WAA!! This is cheap labour man.. No wonder the new comers dont wanna work soo hard.. But this Baiya is good.. He really helped alot and I can see his flame in his body, the motivation to do work.. (My flame is starting to fade off.. :P) Really felt like there is still the upper class people and the lower class people kind of treatment having in this world.. And I dont like it!! I dont like when I am treated unfairly and also I dont like to treat others, like the baiya unfairly by abusing them to do work.. Some of my colleagues just kept scolding them and never seem to appreciate them.. But also these new Baiya all are good actors!! Act like busy but actually they arent.. But for those that are determine to work hard, I think we guys should give them the opportunity and treat them equal like us..

I never thought of myself like being like a boss and treating you guys lower than me. I sometimes wonder, will I be like my colleagues in the future?? Will I be those kind that I told myself I will not grow up to be like them?? If I were to become like them, I hope there is someone out there who will scold me in the face and remind me that I am no different from those jerk boss out there who has no welfare for their people!!..






I really hope I wont change alot in the future

7:20 AM

NOO!!! In the end, I must wait for the right time to come before knowing the answer.. Sometimes, I really hate to wait for things to appear, and I just feel soo useless not being able to do anything but to wait.. thats why I am rush at times too.. I dont really like to wait for things to be complete, I rather do things on myself and complete it faster..

But I am wondering where will I have the time to think in my army days?? I wont be exposed to the world, or things relating to sound or lighting that will interest me. So looks like time will tell again??

I heard one camera salesman say.. When you have qns, just keep it to urself and wait.. Because somedays, you will find the answer yourself and get the qns solved.. How true.. He also said dont always ask why.. Just sit down and look around, and you will find your answer someday.. though he was nosiy trying to impress the customer, but I have to agree with his thinking..






So where next??

7:47 AM

FINALLY!! A REST!! wahahas.. But no time to HAHAHA, gotta rush and finish my report today!! I found out recently that I am very lazy for teardown.. I just wished alot of ppl are able to make it for the teardown and I can just slack my way through.. hahas.. At times I dont wish that I lived at TPY, because it is more convenient for me to go back through the office, which means I can unload all the equipments on the way.. hiaz.. But luckily ytd the lorry was full soo I need not go to the office and unload..

Yesterday was a big event, CNBC Asia Buisness Award.. Special Guest.. JET LI!! Woah.. I saw him in person.. Makes me happy.. Then at one time I was at backstage waiting for cues to setup microphone.. He just gave finished a prize presentation and walked backstage.. And he walked pst me.. I was soooo close to him.. It is like how many times can you get this opportunity man?!!?!?! But he looks soo human!! hahas.. I remember in the past, seeing all my favourite stars on TV, thinking like they are some sort of "God" if I am able to see them live.. If only I can see them live.. But when you see them, it just feel the same as you and me.. Nothing special except its a good opportunity arh I guess... Not like they are beautiful ladies.. =.='''

Yesterday, the PT were bad-mouthing my company.. Yar, I am starting to see this company is not doing well, in terms of manpower and talents.. Because their pay are the ame for 5 years.. Including the PT.. You dont know how to do, you get 80 bucks.. You know how to do you get 80 bucks.. Waa Lao!! Other smaller company like ETG, you get 150 dollars for looking after 4 plasma, and you need 6 ppl to do it.. Hmm.. When I finish my intern I shall go look for the PT to ask them intro me.. I will only work in Show Co when my colleagues need help.. As in those I am closer.. Actually mixing with the "bad company" isnt that bad after all.. They are really street smart.. They are greedy, but they make sense.. you have been working for 5 years and no raise?? I rather goo another company work.. And it feels like they know more about setting up a business in SIngapore.. Got one PT go around and work for a few companies a day, and earn 400 dollars on 1 of the day.. Waa!! Good leh.. It means his setup is short or standby can go off in between time..

I am thinking about my future after hearing what they said ytd.. Seriously this certificate is kinda "useless" in a way.. Anyone can easily do better than I by being in this trade for long.. I just have the upper hand for theory in this field.. I understand why like that only.. hahas.. I really need a Degree.. But I dont know where.. IR is the next big thing.. Their pay are really alot more than outside pay.. 3k a month to do theatre stuff without OT pay.. Seems good and tempting.. hahas.. Also, the PT timer said his friend went to Australia and work as waiter PT and study.. In a month he can get $3k Singapore,, Woah.. Like that, I will have enough to survive and pay for my school.. It kinda feel quite tempting man.. If there's a course that interest me in Australia, I will go for it man..

Still got 1 more thing.. But I guess I will save it more next time..

Just needed to get it off my chest.. :X

9:36 PM

Finally.. Ok, I managed to complete my first standby without ANY full timer help during the show.. Just me and Desmond.. Guess what?? It was ok, with some cork up and 2 feedback.. But I guess I did well for the first time considering the fact that I am still a newbie to sound.. I really need more experience in this though at times I just wanna walk away from the big amount of stress.. All the people there just keep going to me and ask me for this and that.. Until my name become soo popular.. hiaz.. But I guess I did not really show thatgreat deal of stress and nervousness like I used to show in the past.. :D.. I really admire some of my colleagues when they are working.. They always remain soo calm no matter what the outcome will be or if something's cork up.. I really should learn from them this thing.. Hope I will be able to be like them in the future..

I know what I need to save my money for.. I will be going with my colleagues to Thailand this Feb!! AGAIN!?!?! Yar, I know.. so I can lead the AVT guys better mah.. They introduce me to good place, I intro the AVT peeps lar.. hahas.. Feb 16-21 I think.. Liao lor.. Dont need to do presentation lor.. hahas.. See how lor.. I plan to spend $1500 on both trips plus the air tickets, so basically I am left with $1000 to spend in Thailand.. Should be alright.. hahas.. I will be going to Pattaya.. YOSH!! Finally dont need to wait for another 1 month after I end to go and relax and have fun.. hahas.. opps.. XD.. Ltr I got a new Thai girl then I die.. WAHAHAS XD.. I worry going to Thailand, I will be a changed person.. :X.. Change for the worst..

I hate the word independent at times.. When I see others being able to teach themselves or study themselves and me just feeling soo lazy and tired to read up information and learn by myself, like guitar as well as lighting board.. Seeing my colleague able to self learn the whole board and familiarize with console makes me soo envy abt him.. But looking at myself, I am not that bad either compared to other ppl I know. At least I am not taking allowance from my parents when I am working.. At least I do not take money from my parents to buy stuffs that I want.. At least I am able to go out alone to some place without the need to call friends and always rely on them.. At least I can do some things at work or outside without always relying on others.. But only the self learning part is my weakest of all aspect.. I hope I will persevere and work hard and in the future I can tell others that you yourself can actually make it big without always being spoon feed by others, like the generation nowadays..



At least there are some nice scenes in Singapore.. :D.. Sentosa!!

7:40 AM

Waa.. So many things I wanna say.. but I just dont have the time to.. Every min here is like wasting my precious sleep.. In short, I am tired.. :X.. I really hope my next month pay will come soon.. I am really very tight in cash now.. :X.. ENDURE!!! 1 more week only!?!?

There are so many things I wanna do but I just aint got the time.. HIaz.. My report!! And also I havent send email to Dr Wang.. I hope this Sun I have no plans.. :X..

I really wanna write lots of things but let me sum all in just one word.. AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!????????!!!!!.. Tmr will be alright.. :D













I am afraid to face you after looking at what I have become..

8:58 AM